hmm… from normal to fling, from fling to normal, and from to normal to fling again… then now gonna change back to normal again… is this my life cycle?
i think my mind changes time to time, but forever repeating the same thing… sometimes i want this, sometimes i want that… i dont know what i actually want… of coz, everything has its good and bad, and i dont know which path should i go on…? shall i be a matured lady or shall i enjoy my life to the max?
*phiew* i just got back from clayton~~ my godz, and i am so damn farking FULL~~ thankx to my dearest cousins –> Teri + Andrea!! thanks for the delicious dinner!! and also my darling –> Cheryl… we had a great night yea!! =)
cheryl and i went to clayton for dinner and we had… erm… TouFu with minced meat, lala, ikan bilis+chicken bones+pork+peanuts SOUP, vege, sweet and sour pork~~ yoohoo… damn delicious man~~ *yumyum* now i know that TERI can cook!! ahahhaha… i was damn full although i didnt really eat much as i had a late lunch today…
after the dinner, i decided to MOVE a bit, as I AM GETTING FATTER AND FATTER!! so i asked cheryl to teach me how to shuffle!! ahha… it’s hard lar weik!! but then i am sure that if i can practice it everyday for 2 weeks, i can lose weight and become a PRO SHUFFLER~~ ahahahha… oh well, maybe… this friday’s HARD KANDY gonna ONZ?! ahahah…
after the shuffling session, 4 of us went for table tennis!! yea, all 4 beginners~ and i wonder why the 2 of the table tennis table owners are still beginners~~ *lousy* we were teamed up, cheryl and i, teri and andrea, and we were representing INDIA and MALAYSIA respectively… haha, and guess what!! INDIA WON~~ *applause* then we went on to SINGLES… ahah… the first prize went to Cheryl from Mongolia, then Ericca from Korea, then Teri from Malaysia and Andrea from China… hahahahahahahaha~~
and people, trust me, it was damn funnie!!! when you see 4 beginners having a competition is damn amusing… and our average hits for a SERVE… i guess… only 3? ahha… normally it a serve ended like 2 hits… then sometimes maybe we were lucky to reach 5? haha… oh well, in conclusion, i laughed until i really felt like puking and i laughed too loud i guess, and now i am suffering from a sore throat!! *shiat*… and i learnt a lesson just now, never LAUGH after BIG MEAL~~ really BAD BAD BAD!!
alright, finally a relaxing sunday has over… and i have to get prepared for a busy week, gotta kick my ass to finish all the assignments ASAP then only i will have time to do my revision!! *gambatte* to everyone!! yeah~~
first of all, OFF TOPIC a while… i still remember “whataday” this nickname… hehe, it belongs to my Dearly Buddy WheiMeng~~
oh yea, i had a very… erm… kind of busy day today!! at first, we went to have dim sum at dragon boat, it was really nice dim sum… but then, i think it’s kinda expensive lor… for me this little poor girl~~ my godz, 4 of us, and the bill was like 90+ man!! i cant imagine that we had a dim sum for lunch worth of RM250… oh godzz, please dont tell my mommie ok~~
then after that i went to police station~~ hehehe… to report lost handphone… then i went to work edi~~ during working, there was this customer so cute, she hugged me and kissed me when she leaving~~ haha, too cute edi~~ =P then one of my primary school mates went to TaPao food also, and he was surprised to see me there!! the funniest part was, my boss kept thinking that he’s my bf and she even went to ask him… my godzzz!! and then 2 of them went too crappie till he said that he likes me but i dont like him… my godzz… *lame*
i thought of going home to take a rest after one whole day out… but then who knows, i didnt get to go home after that… thankx to Cheryl, Alice and PuiShan… cheryl picked me up and headed to Alphington, somewhere damn far just to eat PANCAKES~~ *arrrghhzzz* oh well, kinda fun too, crapping too much with these crappie people… and i am damn full now~~ iiisssh… gotta rest soon~~
yooohooo~~
finally the CTG thingie has ended~~~ last night LOFT was really fun!! we had around 50 people went!! such a big gang!! and there was a girl celebrating her birthday as well, it was in a private function room, and… hehe… there was a STRIPPER!!! what the hell~~!!! at first he was fully dressed up… then he started to dance and sing, everyone was looking at him, as he is so damn LENGJAIZ~~ *drooling* so he went on dancing with the birthday girl and sang love songs to her, ahah, and the girl was so shy~~ then then then he went on stripping… till the end left only a T-back with him… wahlaoo… his body was so damn chun~~ my goddddzzzzz…
then the birthday party ended and we went on partying at the bar… erm… i think i had… 1 cowboy then 151 then champagne then another 151 then 1 B52(am i right?)… *phiew* that’s all to get me tipsy… haha… and then we started to fill up the whole dance floor… haha, and yea~ there was this guy, our Production Manager came to me then we stared our DIRTY DANCE~~ *wooohooo* then he kept telling everyone that “hey man, she can dance” hahahaha… oh well, i guess last night we had too many dirty dances… haha, even with girls~~~ i danced with girls too… haha… then… all these went on… till 5am… *fullstop*
there was a guy friend of mine, at first we had the COWBOY and he told me no feeling~~ oh well, he asked for something stronger, so i went on with 151 with him… and after ONE SHOT, he told me ENOUGH… i was like… what the heck you!! ahaah… so damn lousy~~ =P and damn it!! those girls who said that i look WILD last week, they told me that i SUPER WILD last night… *fark* whatever!! hehehe… and yea, people kept asking me what to drink, what’s nice, what’s strong… my godz, it’s like, i am like a CLUBBING FREAK man!! and once again, i am telling everyone, I USED TO BE ONE, BUT I AM NOT ONE NOW~~ and i introduced everyone drinking the strongest liquor ever –> Bacardi 151!! yea… with its 75.5% alcohol volume, i guess this is why everyone went so HIGH and so FUN… and i even told them to drink a beer or champagne after the 151 like what i did, it would BOOST UP the effect a lot!! but i saw quite a few people puking in the toilet and lying on the sofa like dead fishes too… haiihzzz… badddzzz…
anyway, really gotta thank to these people, i really had FUN FUN FUN last night~~ erm… and there were some pics taken but i have no idea in whose cameras… haha, i only remember posing again and again… gotta check it out first… =P
let’s share some happy moments that CTG Make Up Crews spent in the Union House Theatre’s make up room~~ and… i still wondering will i be able to make it on time to tonight’s Post Production Party at LOFT or not… 10.30pm… but i will have to work till 10pm… oh man~~ hopefully tonight’s not gonna be busy, so that i can leave earlier and get prepared to PARTY!! *people, PLEASE dont come to Laksa King tonight… thankiew* shiat… i guess my boss wont be able to read this… *grinz*
oh man~~ and i have just received a sms from my leader, saying that tonight’s dress code is… BLACK!! oh hell~ i have black top and skirt… but i dont have black heels!! damn it~~
ok… let’s intro… from left to right…
Janet(make up designer), Me, Bev(make up designer), Ernest, Aiwei, Grace(make up assistant leader), Wilkins, Suyin(make up leader), Gigi, Jenny, Echo, YewTeng, SuEe
this is our CREW!! full version~ from left to right again…
Echo, SuEe, YewTeng, Grace, Clarice, SuYin, Gigi, Aiwei, Wilkins, Priscilla, Jenny, Me
oh ma~~ i had been rushing for the 12pm class just now!! and i was late for 22minutes, but now i am in the class doing nothing… coz… the tutor is LATER than me!! oh no~~ wondering where is she man~~
alright, since that i really nothing to do, let me share this CONVERSATION here with everyone… i over heard this when i was on the train just now, it’s a conversation between 2 ladies, they are probably in their… 60s i guess… and they were speaking in Hakka, heheh, so i could understand it… ngekngek
Popo1: next station is Footscray, do you wanna get down later?
Popo2: for what?
Popo1: to get food lor, if you dont want, we can continue heading to Werribee, the last station… then only turn back to Footscray after that…
Popo2: that’s good, i have nothing to do…
and then, they really didnt leave the train at footscray station while i did… as i need to go to class!! and when i heard the word “WERRIBEE”, i really *shocked* what the hell~~ they gonna take another hour on the train to Werribee, the place where i can see more GRASS than anything else… and another one hour to come back~~ *my godz* and i was wondering, since that they were so free, cant they just spend the 2 hours WISELY?? as in… attend my tutorial for me~?!~?!?~ *winkz* arrrghh… it’s 12.32pm now… i am still very free after blogging~~ *where is my tutor* i would be sleeping at home this time, IF NOT that i need to hand in my assignments today!! shiat shiat shiat~
hehehee~~ hey, today is a very memorable day!! yea yea yea!! =P
first of all, finally i went to Tulip Festival with my room mate!! ahahah… we woke up at 9am, but i was damn sleepie as i slept at 4am, couldnt really sleep well… then we took 1+ hours train to Belgrave ZONE 3 man!! and i was sleeping all the way… hehehehe… then we had to wait for half an hour for the bus so we went to walk around and i bought a Scratchies!! the “Bonus Crossword”, it’s the first time i buying such thing in melb!! so i went on scratching… and *yoohooo~* i had 3 words being scratched, and i have won 5 bucks!! basically, i only won 2 bucks as the ticket itself cost 3bucks!! but who cares, i still WON!! better than nothing!!
then we took half an hour bus to reach Silvan, the Tulip Festival place!! *finally* oh well, we really saw SO MANY TULIPS!! with LV-MULTICOLOR!! it’s not that nice as it’s almost ending edi, how sadzzz… oh yea, not to forget, today’s weather was really SUPER WARM!! 30 degrees i guess, and i could feel the sun burning my skin while i was under the sun taking pictures with those Benetton-ed tulips… *aawwww~* and i didnt apply sunblock lotion!! shiat~! hey, i saw DUTCH pancakes!! they are YUMMIE ok~~ with icing sugar, maple syrup and butter~~ *wooohooo~*
but, it was really too super sunny, we paid 12bucks and only stayed there for 1 hour and then we headed to Nunawading by train~ and AGAIN, i was damn sleepie, i slept again!! =P yea… we then reached the factory outlet!! there were, CK, RL, Esprit, Benetton, Roxy and stuffs… then alice and i went crazily window shopping!! eheheh~~ in the end, we got ourselves a pair of shoes at half price!!~~ eheheh… and alice got herself a pair of jeans at 7.95bucks!! its original price was 69bucks… i was laughing like mad~~ it’s INCREDIBLY CHEAP!!!
pictures time~~
alice with Benetton-ed tulips…
eeeee… why all yellow suddenly got one WHITE one?
alice is DEVIL side, i am ANGEL side~ =P
windmill~
me and dutch lady~
aud5.50 de dutch pan cakes… *yummie*
we took in the bus, not bad right? i was the one who captured it!!
me and my lottery~~ yoohooo~~
my new shoes!!
hehe… it’s usual for this poor little girl here stay lonely on sunday~~ oh well, nothing’s much, went to cheryl’s place today, she asked me to go there to study together, so i brought my laptop everything there… but then… i felt so sleepie there… hahaha… it’s normal!! ahha… whenever i open my book, surely sleepy one… *godzzz* and my exam timetable already out!! from 11th till 18th november… oh yea… and… i will be going home on 8th december!! yea yea yea~~ finally can go home edi~~ ehhehehe…
hmm… i guess this coming friday i will be at LOFT to have my *hopefully* last clubbing session before exam~~ *grinzz* this clubbing session gonna be a bit different from the usual ones, as it’s gonna be a Post-Production-Party known as PPP for CTG production crews… ahahaha… sponsored by CTG, gonna be free entry, so i will be there to have fun~~ dont think i will have much alcohol then as i dont have friends with me, who gonna carry me home? hahaha…
today melbourne is having a CRAZY weather!! 23 degrees in the afternoon, my godzzz, i felt SWEAT while i was in my spaghetti top~~ and i heard people saying ‘good weather today’ *fainted* haiihzz… and guess what am i doing now beside blogging? i am eating SWEET POTATO *yumyum*
i have been thinking how to sweep away my WILD LOOK~~ oh no~~ can anyone help me? they told me to thicken my eyebrown, dye my hair to BLACK and leave it longer, and dont put eye liner so that my eyes wont look so smokey… and i asked them how to get thinner, haha… they told me NOT TO EAT!! this girl, she lost 10kgs, from 56kgs to now 46kgs, very SLIM!! she said she ate only 2 small bowls of vege and ONE SWEET daily with plenty of water FOR ONE MONTH~~ and THAT’S ALL!! what the hell~?!~?! and she said that she could feel herself FLYING while WALKING… oh no~~~ i guess i cant man~~~ then i have to STAY FAT~?!~?!?
WILD?
my SWEET POTATO~
oh man~ finally CTG last show was PERFECTLY ended tonight!! yeap!! it was really happening and we went for a supper together to celebrate it!! 9 tables of us, imagine that… the whole production including, casts, props, lighting, make up, sound, costume… blabla… it was such a GRAND supper we had~~ but the food was OK… and the COKE was FANTASTIC!! ahahah… why? coz it was AUD8 for 1 bottle of 2 littres coke… *my godzz*
well, this end was what i had been waiting for… hoping to get released from this busy CTG, hoping to get myself more free time… but, tonight, i saw people crying… my casts hugged me… they cried… i ALMOST, luckily i could control myself… i asked myself not to look at those crying babies all around…
and now i am back at home, sitting in front of my laptop typing out this blog… at this moment, i really feel like crying… suddenly, all come into my mind, i miss those moments when i shouted for alice to put on make up, asked her not to move around and talk too much, we made fun of each other… and i miss jing when she insisted to put on make up herself but ended up in a mess and i had to redo for her, she’s cute… both my casts, alice and jing… and now i recall those words they told me tonight and the hugs they gave me just now… gooossssshh… *my tears falling…* FARK!!!!! and i still wondering, will i join CTG again next year… *question marks*
hmm… to be frank, tonight was the most happening night for me in CTG, at least, i talked a lot tonight… and i got to know more people tonight… but the sad was… they commented on me that i LOOK WILD… my godddzzz… DO I~?!?~! oh man, i was so sad for that, i dont wanna look wild ler… but they told me it’s good!! *question marks again* and they told me guys like wild looking girls *question marks again and again* awwww… whatever, i dont bother edi!! =P
first of all, people please call me dumb ass ok… i appreciate it very much coz i am the 100% pure one~~ *thankiew*
today is really not my day~~ i was rushing like hell for the assignment last night, i almost cried when i found nothing from the internet… i was really stressed and last night was the very first time that my tears REALLY fell down coz of ASSIGNMENT!! what a memorable day, first time in my life!! and then i asked help from people… and here, a big big HUGGIEZZZ to Mr. NeBo PRA+PTAS, Ms. LeeLi Piggie, and Mr. Bugz, thanks for helping me to search for information… and of coz, i must mention that the Mr. Nebo PRA+PTAS (Personal Research Assistant + Part Time Accounting Student), did the great job!! *arigato~* then after gathering all the points, i started to VOMIT 1500 words, but then i was damn sleepie at 3am… so i went to sleep… hehehe…
this morning, i woke up at 8am HOPED to finish the 1500 words, but then… i ended and printed out at only 1100 words, arrgh… who cares!! and then… there was a test today too!!! and i didnt study for the test coz of the assignment!! yea yea yea~~ how smart!! when i reached the class to attend for the test, and i heard the tutor saying the assignment is supposed to hand in NEXT WEEK!!! i was like… *OH FARK!!* fine~~ and the worst part was… i screwed up my test!! how smart am i man~~~
*** sorrie to ronnie, sorrie for scolding you like a mad cow, and i even yelled out THAT WORD that i long time didnt say… haha… meaning that i was really mad, sad and stressed and you called to POUR COLD WATER!! *dai sei*
*** 18 years old kiddo, i had 7 missed calls and 2 smses from you… haha… i was looking at the phone vibrating but not answering it, coz… i was really MAD!! sorrie~~ but then, i really hope that you not going to call me ANYMORE~